No One Knows Us There by Jessica Bebenek

From wherever I am, I will
send word like a golden thread,
rolling an unravelling ball through time
towards myself.

In this stunning debut collection, Bronwen Wallace Award finalist Jessica Bebenek presents two distinct and moving portraits of early womanhood. The first is that of the devoted, caregiving granddaughter navigating hospital hallways and the painful realities of palliative care. The second is that of a woman a decade older, compassionately looking back on her younger self, honouring unimaginable loss and turning it into genuine healing.

At once sensual, visceral, and dreamlike, No One Knows Us There takes us from the sterility of the hospital into the sumptuous natural world. We face horror in a manicured garden and discover beauty in a suncapped lake. A theoretical mathematician leads us to an elk encounter, the crooked bodies of birds are found in the spring thaw, and we become our own pet snail in a mason jar.

Ultimately, grief is radically transformed through plainspoken yet lyrical language, and this keen examination of trauma evolves into a striking celebration of the inevitability of change.

Praise for No One Knows Us There

“Death and its horror, whether we ignore it or not, await us all. Jessica Bebenek’s brilliant poems are a burning light just ahead of us, and we follow each page with a new sense of breathing. I love this book; it gave me a beautiful living frame for the great vanishing trick of life, and I want to buy a copy for everyone I love!” —CAConrad, author of Listen to the Golden Boomerang Return